nameshe + none + neos + transfems can use she/her ♡
   t4t genderfluid aroace lesbian ☆ s.taurus m.leo r.libra
         25 ☆ 990520 ☆ isfj 9w1 ☆ mixed japanese ☆ audhd

I am a full-time mortuary student and currently working in a funeral home on call, so my entire blog runs on queue. Anything relating to my job field is tagged as #JOB. Please blacklist it if you have problems with death or dying, religion, cemeteries, etc
I'm engaged to maru ♡ we are both t4t audhd aroace lesbians ♡ she is the grief counselor to my funeral director

「Don't come back. Don't think about us. Don't look back. Don't write. Don't give in to nostalgia. Forget us all. If you do and you come back, don't come see me. I won't let you in my house. Understand? Whatever you end up doing, love it. 」

꒰byf꒱ anyone can follow but I wont be friends with people under 20. If you make me uncomfortable I will just block. i do NOT like sarcasm or playful mean jokes, so dont use them with me please. i dont condone anything problematic with any medias im interested in and if i do anything shitty please let me know so i can fix the problem ♡

since im autistic, i have a weird relationship with gender. i usually find myself to be a weird amalgamation of a robot, paladin, jester, or bjd thats made from old computer parts, slime or jelly, and plastic. generally i dont see myself as a human and im mostly agender with a fluid gender expression. my lesbianism, autism, and transition (tme) all equally have an impact on the way i view and interact with my gender, so i put labels on for fun, but in real life i have to pretend to be a cis man since it makes my job easier (since its still very conservative) and minimizes misgendering. i understand that online this might seem cringe or embarrasing for someone in their mid 20s, but since i am extremely confined by my career and living in america, its easier to play around with my aesthetic and gender expression in a format that wont have real life consequenses and hurt me at all

꒰games꒱ dragon quest and final fantasy. baldurs gate 3. honkai star rail. nikki games. animal crossing. overwatch. minecraft. stardew valley. space channel 5. pokemon. gauntlet. silent hill. resident evil. dnd. sun haven. league of legends. smite. 2077. slime rancher.

꒰music꒱ ludo. will wood. the cog is dead. voltaire. mika. wjsn. reve. loona. lessa. chappell roan. sabrina carpenter. txt. aespa. twice. choi yena. gidle. ive. chengxiao. wu xuanyi.

꒰misc꒱ breaking bad and better call saul. house md. dexter. six feet under. your honor. mcelroys. homestuck. dragon ball. vocaloid. dungeon meshi. cinema paradiso. coding/neocities.

* my favorite colors are green and purple. i have over 450 hours on widowmaker. i speak english, japanese and french. im learning chinese. my aesthetic can be described as an old final fantasy game mixed with vintage/retro technology and influence from the 60s-80s ♡

i have many aliases i use online; my job is very professional and conservative, so i keep my real life away from my online activity. i will not give away my real name except to close friends. feel free to use any of the nicknames ive been given over the years by family, friends and teachers

ENG: jelly, jello/gelo, luki, nyo, slime, slimey, an (ahn), gelato. juice. fizz/leJPN: 石井雨音 (ichii amane)CN: 陈作霖 (chén zuòlín)FR: nicolas. claire